i thought last year's birthday was a bad one already,
however this year's birthday for me wasnt a very good one either.
but the good part is edmund came to surprise me and novia at midnight together with my family!
i was so shocked that i screamt cos i didnt expect to see him as i was on the phone with him like few mins back.

well, im down with high fever since last saturday.
fever had been on going for 4days now.
been feeling really sick till celebrations have to be cancelled ):
including me and edmund's first year celebration! DOUBLE ):
was supposed to go back to work tmr, however things were not on my side.
i was still having fever that i got to see the doctor again today.
fever, flu and cough. 3 came at the same time!
how bad can it get mannnnnnn.
was given tamiflu medication and was officially on MC for another 6 more days,
and im not allowed to leave the house during this period of time.
PS: I DO NOT HAVE H1N1!
im jus having tamiflu medication.
the medicine used to cure H1N1 as my fever wasnt able to subside after so long.
however, the doctor says if i still dont get well i need to call him and get back to take a blood test.

please please please, let my fever subsides!
please dont let me have H1N1!
but then again, if im having H1N1 i wont have the strength and energy to sit infront of the com to type so many craps right?
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?
YES, I DONT HAVE H1N1!!!!!

hello! im at work now.
belinda is on leave (WOOOOHOOO :D)
so im like slacking and blog-hopping plus facebook-ing!
well, saw this quiz on a blog and i find it really true!

心理測驗題目：什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易 , 5是最不容易)
五個選項分別是：

a.感動
b.傷心
c.痛( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張


排好了嗎？準備看答案囉！
請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔～















*感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......

排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。
排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。


*傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......

排在第1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。


*痛：你想要別人覺得你是 ......

排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。


*生氣：你最希望你的情人是......

排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 ,不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。


*擔心 /緊張：其實真實的你是 ......

排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
排在第3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!


goodness! i think its kinda true leh.
especially the 擔心 /緊張!
my answer was:
1) 傷心
2) 感動
3) 痛
4) 生氣
5) 擔心 /緊張
TOTALLY SO TRUE!

somehow, i still feel aimless of my goals in the future ):
i do not know what i want. after studying for the private dip in counselling & psychology,
im unsure of whether am i able to do counselling well.
damn, its true that i dont expect much and is those happy-go-lucky type.
but sometimes i jus hate the happy-go-lucky side of me!

hello! its been a long time!
life is so hectic these days.
did i mention that i found a job already?
its actually at ST Logistics Ptd Ltd.
however i feel so much like a zombie everyday!
becos for the past 3 days, the minute i end work i go home, bathe, eat and sleep.
been waking up at 5.45am everyday! the journey to work is HELL.
my workplace is situated at CHOA CHU KANG! and its very deep in of cck.
i still need to take another bus from the interchange!

however! SGH saved my life.
that was becos i went SGH for another interview jus before the day i went down to STLogs to sign the letter of appointment.
and last friday, they called to say they have choosen me after all the interviews with others as well.
i was elated of cos! however, i've already signed the letter of appointment with STLogs.
and the letter stated that i need to give 2 weeks' serve notice before im quitting!
DAMN, and if i were to quit immediately i need to pay them 2 weeks of my salary!
BUT LUCKILY, the good thing is! SGH side called me.
and they say if im really quitting SGH and going over to them, they are willingly to wait for me.
so! of cos im working for SGH. the benefits are better and somemore its nearer!

and and and, another thing. i've got a LUMP on my neck!
okay, i think yiqian and geok will be laughing if they see this.
becos i used to tell them, "huh... i got a lump on my neck..."
i dontknow what causes it but i went to consult 2 doctors.
1) polyclinic's doctor, 2) my family doctor.
polyclinic couldnt confirm what exactly is wrong with me but they suspected its a bacteria infection.
and doctor goh (family doctor) says it might be implicated becos of my throat infection.
im taking both sides medicine now, hopefully the swells subside sooon!
becos my neck is really hurting me!!!!! :(

its my first post on livejournal and im still a noob.
i dont really know how to use livejournal so pardon me if im being really stupid! 

( i shall side track abit and write smth about my first car accident :s  )